Last week I hobbled my way into the Doctor's office hoping that he would release me to put weight on my repaired ankle. While waiting for the appointment, my mind was rehearsing the Diana Ross song, "I'm Coming Out" over and over. I'm sure it was not only a hopeful but prophetic song, because I was
released to walk again!
Why the new theme song? This whole ankle breaking thing has been quite an experience. Just at the time I'm starting a new movement: "Zero Tolerance", my ankle gets broken! Are you kidding me? The good news: I've been changed from the inside out and I've got great new biceps from using a walker! Ha! I had lots of time for personal reflection as I was forced to sit most of the time. Listening to webcasts and reading provided an avenue for an even deeper inner transformation and strengthening of purpose. I'm coming out of this experience with new resolve to stand my ground and bring the challenging message of moving beyond prevention to Zero Tolerance. And I will need this new strength!
The song has a great drum beat that announces a change, then she belts out: I'm coming out - I want the world to know; got to let it show. There's a new me coming out and I just have to live! This time around I'm going to do it like you never knew it!" Get ready world - Rebecca is coming out of this experience with new strength!
Here we go: It is time we stop relying on prevention models for addressing sex abuse. Prevention means, "this awful crime exists, but I'm going to try and prevent it from getting you." That actually means that we are accepting it's presence. ZERO TOLERANCE says, "Oh no you don't! We are closing that door. Go to Facebook, search "Zero Tolerance Now! Protect Kids" and like our new page!
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Authentic Identity is SO Important!
Once, years ago, someone I respect turned to me in a playful respectful manner and said, "You just love being a thorn don't you?" I've chuckled over that statement many times and enjoyed it! Because honestly, that is part of my authentic identity. I was created with a side of me that loves to push against the status quo and challenge people with new ways of thinking. I don't do this to be mean; but to bump people into new creative possbilities for themselves and our world.
That's why I work so hard to advance the thought of restoration. Restoration is not just a fresh word to be used to replace the words of healing or recovery. Restoration is a pathway to reconnect to authentic identity - to connect to all you were created capable of being. It indeed goes beyond the recovery model. And it is hard work for sure!
My authentic identity includes my skills, talents, passions, personality, quirks, purpose and hopes. I am not what has been done to me! I am not what others assign to me! I'm not what others project on to me! It is so important to clean off these assignments and beliefs and walk out of authentic identity because the aspects of the authentic me are exactly what I need to fulfill my purpose! Now you tell me, if I didn't have that "thorn" part of me, would I be able to do the work I do to address the issue of sex abuse?!? Don't think so.
http://www.beyondrecoverytorestoration.com/
That's why I work so hard to advance the thought of restoration. Restoration is not just a fresh word to be used to replace the words of healing or recovery. Restoration is a pathway to reconnect to authentic identity - to connect to all you were created capable of being. It indeed goes beyond the recovery model. And it is hard work for sure!
My authentic identity includes my skills, talents, passions, personality, quirks, purpose and hopes. I am not what has been done to me! I am not what others assign to me! I'm not what others project on to me! It is so important to clean off these assignments and beliefs and walk out of authentic identity because the aspects of the authentic me are exactly what I need to fulfill my purpose! Now you tell me, if I didn't have that "thorn" part of me, would I be able to do the work I do to address the issue of sex abuse?!? Don't think so.
http://www.beyondrecoverytorestoration.com/
Thursday, June 9, 2011
My defense: "I was molested."
You can't help but hear about the Casey Anthony trial going on in Florida. Perhaps you heard that her defense has suggested that Casey was sexually molested by her father and brother and out of the impact of that trauma, she colluded with her father to cover up her daughters drowning.
I have several gut reactions to this allegation by the defense. First, it is a known fact that I will very rarely challenge a victim's allegation. I will typically err on the side of believing a victim because even if the alleged abuse is not as stated, there is something going on it that person that needs a touch of assistance. So, although I may have personal questions about the truth of the allegation, I will not focus on that being the issue at hand.
What I do want to focus on is the molestation charge being offered as an excuse for outrageous and immoral behavior. The things that each of us experience as children, whether sex abuse, neglect, abandonment or just plain family dysfunctional hurts leaves an imprint on our lives. These imprints can define us if we allow them. They are a “reason” for some of our behaviors, but should never be used as an “excuse”. Ultimately each of us is responsible for the choices we make, even within the scars of sex abuse.
Thus, the importance of doing the work of restoration, or reconnecting to your authentic identity. When you do the hard work of taking responsibility for identifying the internal structures you have in place to manage the unmanageable, and make the exchanges necessary in your thinking, you can clean off the labels, misconceptions and lies and connect to all you were created capable of being. Restoration connects you to your true power - your authentic identity!
I have several gut reactions to this allegation by the defense. First, it is a known fact that I will very rarely challenge a victim's allegation. I will typically err on the side of believing a victim because even if the alleged abuse is not as stated, there is something going on it that person that needs a touch of assistance. So, although I may have personal questions about the truth of the allegation, I will not focus on that being the issue at hand.
What I do want to focus on is the molestation charge being offered as an excuse for outrageous and immoral behavior. The things that each of us experience as children, whether sex abuse, neglect, abandonment or just plain family dysfunctional hurts leaves an imprint on our lives. These imprints can define us if we allow them. They are a “reason” for some of our behaviors, but should never be used as an “excuse”. Ultimately each of us is responsible for the choices we make, even within the scars of sex abuse.
Thus, the importance of doing the work of restoration, or reconnecting to your authentic identity. When you do the hard work of taking responsibility for identifying the internal structures you have in place to manage the unmanageable, and make the exchanges necessary in your thinking, you can clean off the labels, misconceptions and lies and connect to all you were created capable of being. Restoration connects you to your true power - your authentic identity!
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
The Power of Voice
Make no mistake about it - your voice and what you do with it has power to create or destroy. Your voice has the power to agree with evil by being silent. Or your voice has the power to take down evil by challenging denial and speaking truth.
Upon writing those words my spirit echoes a "Yes! - Speak truth!" And then my heart whispers, "remember the cost you've paid". And so I pause to reflect - is there a time and place in which I shouldn't give voice to truth? Is there a time and place in which being silent is the better thing?
Perhaps yes. But not when it comes to challenging the cultural mindsets and cultural complacency about the violence of sex abuse. The crime of sex abuse continues because we have been silent about it's presence and the reality of how it impacts ALL of us. Our compliant silence allows the social norms that perpetuate sexual violence to continue. And the molester of our children counts on that silence.
The restoration process results in reconnecting to the strength of using the personal power of your voice. Your voice can break the power of agreement that silence puts in place. Your voice can create space for your emergence into your authentic identity. Why would anyone choose silence with that much power available?
http://www.beyondrecoverytorestoration.com/
http://www.connectionssp.org/
Upon writing those words my spirit echoes a "Yes! - Speak truth!" And then my heart whispers, "remember the cost you've paid". And so I pause to reflect - is there a time and place in which I shouldn't give voice to truth? Is there a time and place in which being silent is the better thing?
Perhaps yes. But not when it comes to challenging the cultural mindsets and cultural complacency about the violence of sex abuse. The crime of sex abuse continues because we have been silent about it's presence and the reality of how it impacts ALL of us. Our compliant silence allows the social norms that perpetuate sexual violence to continue. And the molester of our children counts on that silence.
The restoration process results in reconnecting to the strength of using the personal power of your voice. Your voice can break the power of agreement that silence puts in place. Your voice can create space for your emergence into your authentic identity. Why would anyone choose silence with that much power available?
http://www.beyondrecoverytorestoration.com/
http://www.connectionssp.org/
Sunday, January 23, 2011
If I can face it, God can fix it.
Today at church I heard this statement, "If I can face it, God can fix it." That statement resonated inside and produced both encouragement and freedom for me. It spoke of another core element of restoration: willingness. I'm not sure why it is that we shy away from acknowledging the hurts of our lives. I do know that when we do so, we empower the infection from untended wounds to design our approach to life.
In contrast, being willing to face the realities of our situations and histories empowers God to bring His truth and restoring presence to direct our approach to life. I see this picture: You've had your back turned to your reality. You've not wanted to know because you're not up to doing what is necessary in the moment to manage it. You've not wanted to know because you're not sure you have what it takes to dismantle it and make a shift in your life. That is truth - you may not have what it takes. However, when you, with the Holy Spirit inside, turn and face it, the Spirit kicks in and teaches, comforts and provides the strength to do what is necessary to fix it. You are only required to turn and face it.
In contrast, being willing to face the realities of our situations and histories empowers God to bring His truth and restoring presence to direct our approach to life. I see this picture: You've had your back turned to your reality. You've not wanted to know because you're not up to doing what is necessary in the moment to manage it. You've not wanted to know because you're not sure you have what it takes to dismantle it and make a shift in your life. That is truth - you may not have what it takes. However, when you, with the Holy Spirit inside, turn and face it, the Spirit kicks in and teaches, comforts and provides the strength to do what is necessary to fix it. You are only required to turn and face it.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Reality or Truth
Remember those funny mirrors at carnivals that make you look out of focus or squatty? Your proportions are distorted and it looks as if you are changed. The reality you see in the mirror says something different from the truth that you know. Which do you accept and walk in?
Okay, that's a simplistic and easy example of the difference between reality and truth; and it's easy to choose which one to believe. It isn't that simple when you're trying to make sense of the life you're living. My reality, (or the things that are happening, the things that just are) screams to me saying, "you aren't going to make it", or "this isn't going to work". The truth, (or the authentic, right and accurate information) says, "this is a process", "you're taking great steps" "you are different today than last month". Which do I walk in, the reality of what is happening, or the truth of what I know to be true?
Tricky stuff to discern sometimes. Especially when the reality of sex abuse distorts your truth about yourself and your world. What do I mean? Here's an example: The reality is that when you were little, a family member would creep into your room and molest you. Out of that reality, you came to believe that you are an object and your purpose is to please others. You need to know that reality -the reality that you were molested and now you believe you're an object - because acknowledging your reality then lends itself to exploring the truth within that reality.
The truth within that reality is: You were molested, and felt like you were an object. The truth is that you aren't an object, you were treated like an object. The truth is that you are a person with value who was devastated by sex abuse and you are more than an object to please others. See what I mean? Finding the truth within your reality helps put distortions in perspective.
Making our way through the realities in our lives demands that we "recognize" what is happening and take "responsibility" for finding the truth in it and choose to live out of the truth! The truth provides power and freedom!
This distinction is a core element of restoration. Identify the truth within your reality and the power to reconnect to authentic identity becomes yours! You can do it!
Okay, that's a simplistic and easy example of the difference between reality and truth; and it's easy to choose which one to believe. It isn't that simple when you're trying to make sense of the life you're living. My reality, (or the things that are happening, the things that just are) screams to me saying, "you aren't going to make it", or "this isn't going to work". The truth, (or the authentic, right and accurate information) says, "this is a process", "you're taking great steps" "you are different today than last month". Which do I walk in, the reality of what is happening, or the truth of what I know to be true?
Tricky stuff to discern sometimes. Especially when the reality of sex abuse distorts your truth about yourself and your world. What do I mean? Here's an example: The reality is that when you were little, a family member would creep into your room and molest you. Out of that reality, you came to believe that you are an object and your purpose is to please others. You need to know that reality -the reality that you were molested and now you believe you're an object - because acknowledging your reality then lends itself to exploring the truth within that reality.
The truth within that reality is: You were molested, and felt like you were an object. The truth is that you aren't an object, you were treated like an object. The truth is that you are a person with value who was devastated by sex abuse and you are more than an object to please others. See what I mean? Finding the truth within your reality helps put distortions in perspective.
Making our way through the realities in our lives demands that we "recognize" what is happening and take "responsibility" for finding the truth in it and choose to live out of the truth! The truth provides power and freedom!
This distinction is a core element of restoration. Identify the truth within your reality and the power to reconnect to authentic identity becomes yours! You can do it!
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Fighting for Destiny
I'm fighting for my destiny! Most of my Christian life I've heard the statement, "God has a purpose and a plan for your life." Traditionally that statement has been offered as a way to assist me to calm my emotional response to a difficult time. Christianity has been slow to acknowledge the challenging side of living this life towards destiny. Thus, some are uncomfortable with raw emotion and questioning from the heart when life hits you hard. "God has a purpose" is their way of saying, "please put this away and be okay."
Well, I'm not okay with what is happening to my destiny. Some would argue that what I'm experiencing is "part of the plan; part of the testing, part of the pruning, part of the preparation"...I've heard them all. And indeed, the journey has had elements of all of these. I know because when they were happening to me, I would seek the heart of my Father and He would gently instruct me and show me the purpose of the situation. One time during the journey I even asked to "walk with a limp" because I wanted to have a personal close encounter of becoming me, like Jacob did when he wrestled with the angel.
I've been walking in my destiny, grasping tightly to the promises with the hope of seeing them fulfilled in my lifetime. Right now I'm in danger of seeing the promise slip through my fingertips. And the emotion is raw. And the questioning is from the heart. And my Father reassures me that the threat of having to take a step backwards is not part of His intended plan and journey for me. It is an attack from the enemy. It is not part of God's plan...and yet I'm experiencing it.
Niether is the trauma of sex abuse part of His plan for ANYONE! It is an evil perpetrated from the enemy's camp. It is designed to separate you from your full capacity as one created with a Kingdom purpose.
So what do we do when our purpose in destiny is thwarted? We fight! We set our face like flint even with our emotions raw and raging. We allow for the safe expression of those emotions with safe people and with the heart of the Father. We keep moving. We keep seeking direction. We worship and praise! And we fight!
Well, I'm not okay with what is happening to my destiny. Some would argue that what I'm experiencing is "part of the plan; part of the testing, part of the pruning, part of the preparation"...I've heard them all. And indeed, the journey has had elements of all of these. I know because when they were happening to me, I would seek the heart of my Father and He would gently instruct me and show me the purpose of the situation. One time during the journey I even asked to "walk with a limp" because I wanted to have a personal close encounter of becoming me, like Jacob did when he wrestled with the angel.
I've been walking in my destiny, grasping tightly to the promises with the hope of seeing them fulfilled in my lifetime. Right now I'm in danger of seeing the promise slip through my fingertips. And the emotion is raw. And the questioning is from the heart. And my Father reassures me that the threat of having to take a step backwards is not part of His intended plan and journey for me. It is an attack from the enemy. It is not part of God's plan...and yet I'm experiencing it.
Niether is the trauma of sex abuse part of His plan for ANYONE! It is an evil perpetrated from the enemy's camp. It is designed to separate you from your full capacity as one created with a Kingdom purpose.
So what do we do when our purpose in destiny is thwarted? We fight! We set our face like flint even with our emotions raw and raging. We allow for the safe expression of those emotions with safe people and with the heart of the Father. We keep moving. We keep seeking direction. We worship and praise! And we fight!
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